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Sex at Work: Come Back to Me / This Is What I Want / Psychic Sex
Cathleen Ross
Megan Hart
Kimberly Kaye Terry
A radio call-in talk show host has an after-hours caller who offers the best phone sex she’s ever had. A bodacious personal trainer fulfills her wildest sexual fantasies. . . by astral projection.A drab office worker transforms herself at night into the sex goddess of the blogosphere. These passionate ladies make the astonishing discovery that the most tantalizing, exciting sex of their lives can be enjoyed from afar. Here are three delecatably naughty erotic tales from Spice Briefs available at one low price. Bundle includes Come Back to Me by Kimberly Kaye Terry, Psychic Sex by Cathleen Ross and This is What I Want by Megan Hart.
The Sex At Work Bundle
Come Back to Me: An Erotic Short Story
By Kimberly Kaye Terry
Psychic Sex
By Cathleen Ross
This is What I Want
By Megan Hart
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Come Back to Me
By
Kimberly Kaye Terry
Part I
“Are you wearing the panties I sent you?” A deep voice I had come to know so well, whispered huskily.
My breath quickened and my pussy clenched in automatic response to his deep, chocolate-smooth baritone.
Oh God, it was him again. I swallowed nervously.
We’d been communicating for less than a week and each time I had the same reaction when he’d call me after my radio talk show ended. Right off the bat, he’d asked me such intimate questions I’d wanted to hang up in his face. Yet, I hadn’t.
He’d called every night over the last week, and to my shame, I’d come to need his nightly calls. Normally, he called when my show had ended, and I’d sent my engineer home and was all alone.
I glanced at the clock mounted on my desk, surprised to hear from him so early in the night. Tonight was a rerun of a previous show, and for all intents and purposes neither I, nor my engineer, needed to be in the studio.
Yet, there was no way I was going to stay away whether I needed to be here or not. I couldn’t even if I wanted to.
From the first time I heard his voice he’d captivated me and I hadn’t been able to deny him anything. He’d started out talking dirty to me. Asking me if I had a man, if I needed one, and telling me he wanted to be the one to give me what I needed. The way he’d laid it down so smooth, so hot, I tried my best to hang up. Damn, I did. I wanted to tell him to go to straight to hell. But I couldn’t.
From the first night, well, things had progressed. And after what he had me doing to myself last night…I swore I wouldn’t take any more of his kinky calls. Particularly, when I came into work and found his “gift” on my desk, wrapped in a pretty pink box with a pearl-beaded bow.
“Did you hear me?”
My heartbeat slammed against my breastbone, and my treacherous nipples beaded in response to the low-toned voice pouring from the small speakers mounted in my desk.
I quickly glanced up to see if my engineer, Trina, had overheard.
I released a heartfelt sigh of relief when she wasn’t looking my way. Thank God, she didn’t seem to be paying me any attention behind her soundproofed glassed-in booth, gathering her things as she prepared to leave for the night.
Nevertheless, I quickly snatched up the phone and sat back down in my chair.
“Please…I told you, no more calls. If you want advice on love, call during the show’s regular time, and currently we’re doing a Best of show, so that’s not going to happen tonight. I suggest you find somewhere else to get your kicks,” I answered, trying my best to infuse as much attitude as I could in my tone, but even to my own ears it came out sounding pitiful and weak.
His answering, deep-throated chuckle confirmed it for me.
“Keep saying that, Dr. Adams, and maybe you’ll convince yourself. Damn sure not convincing me,” he arrogantly replied.
“Look, Mr.—”
I waited for him to fill in the name, knowing full well he wouldn’t.
“Dr. A, I’m going to be leaving for the night, to meet my mon…aw no, woman! Is that another caller? I thought I’d put the answering machine on.” Trina came hustling out of her control room and groaned. She flipped one of her long dreads over her shoulder and came to a halt near my desk, her large hemp bag thrown over her shoulder.
“No, Trina, it’s okay. You get out of here and go and meet your man. This isn’t anything I can’t handle.” I smiled reassuringly at her and held the phone away from my ear as I spoke, purposely allowing him to hear what I said.
Some of my nervousness must have come through. Trina gave me a look. “Dr. A, Jerrod can wait, ees no problem if you need me to stay…” she said in her deep Jamaican accent, allowing the sentence to trail off questioningly. Despite the nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach, I laughed.
“Go! You aren’t going to get that man of yours mad at me because I kept his honey, knowing full well you two have plans,” I said, laughing, reminding her of their plans to get away for the weekend. “Honestly, this is nothing. I’ll wrap up in a minute and do some odds and ends. I plan on heading out of here within the next hour or so myself,” I reassured her.
“Are you sure, then?
“Yes, I am. I’ll have one of the sound guys make sure the tapes run smoothly. There’s no need for me to be here.” I reminded her that I wasn’t needed at the station, either. “I’m going to head home early. In fact, could you close the blinds for me?” I asked.
“And I’ll be believing that when I see it, Doctor A! I don’t tink you’d know what to do with yourself if you weren’t here.” Trina laughed.
I took a mock swipe at her. “I’m fine…now go before I change my mind and keep you here with me all night!”
“I’m going, I’m going!” she said, laughing, and quickly closed the blinds before she scurried to the door.
Right before she opened it, she turned back to me and gave me a small, half grin, a look of concern crossing her pretty cocoa-brown face. “Seriously, Dr. A, you give all the great advice on love, and you know I be admiring you…but maybe it’s time for you to take your own advice, woman!” she said, stretching out the word woman. “Let go and have some fun.” She blew me a kiss before closing the door behind her.
I smiled and almost forgot the one waiting for me on the phone. As if he’d allow that to happen.
“She’s right,” he said before I’d had time to gather my thoughts, and pull myself together. “You give all that great advice on love, life and having fun. When’s the last time you had any fun? When was the time you let go and enjoyed a man?”
“What makes you think you know anything about me?” I asked around my pounding heart. I rushed on, filling in the answer before he could speak. “You don’t know anything about me. Not one damn thing.”
“I know enough. Enough to know you’re tired of talking about sex and ready to do it. But not just any sex. You need hot, raw, dirty sex.”
Oh god, please make him stop. My eyes drifted close and the walls of my pussy clenched at the way he dragged out the word raw.
I released a shaky breath, “You don’t know anything—”
“Enough to know you’re wearing the special panties I sent you. How long did it take you to convince yourself to put them on when you received the package today?”
“I am not wearing—”
“Shh,” he interrupted me. “Close your eyes. Slide your fingertips along the inside of your thigh. Pretend they’re mine.”
I bit my lower lip and did as he demanded.
“Push up your skirt and spread your legs. What do you feel?”
Why was he doing this to me, forcing me to do things I shouldn’t, feel things I didn’t want to feel?
“Exposed, vulnerable,” I admitted, my voice barely above a throaty whisper.
“Are you wet?”
Unable to hold back, a whimper escaped.
“That’s okay, baby, you don’t have to answer. I already know. Good, because I want that pussy drenched, bared and ready for what I want to do next.”
“I’m not doing this with you, again,” I choked out, determined not to give in to him.
Despite my denial, I found myself obeying every single one of his edicts. It was late, no one was around the nearly deserted radio station, but even had they been, I knew it wouldn’t have made a bit of difference. I would have still given in to his every demand.
“How does it feel to have those beads scraping, rubbing against those plump, juicy pussy lips?” He didn’t even have the decency to wait for me to respond. “Spread your legs, rock back and forth, and ride those beads, baby. Pretend it’s my fingers, my tongue licking, stroking you, and tell me how good it feels.”
Oh God, it felt so good.
My body was humming; what he was doing to me—forcing me to do to myself—was the most incredibly erotic experience I’d ever had.
Yet I was ashamed of myself, even as I slid my creaming pussy over and against the beads attached to the panties, not caring that anyone could walk in the studio and catch me in the act of pleasuring myself.
“This is so wrong,” I sobbed, the words escaping of their own volition.
“No, it’s okay, it’s okay, baby. You’re doing fine, there’s nothing to be ashamed of. It’s just you and me, and this is good,” he murmured.
It made no sense to me, but his words soothed me. He soothed me.
The shame of what I was doing washed away.
“Put me on speaker and hang up the phone. You’re going to need your hands, now.” His voice had grown increasingly rough, and I wondered if he would come with me this time. With shaky hands, I did as he instructed and pressed the speaker button and cradled the receiver.
“Are you still there?”
“Yes,” I answered, reluctantly.
“Good. You’re doing real good, baby. Unbutton your blouse and undo your bra for me, can you do that?”
“Yes,” I croaked, my trembling hands smoothing over my straining breasts. My fingers trailed along the silk-covered buttons and slipped them open. I then unsnapped the front closure of my lacy demi-bra and my breasts tumbled free.
“We can’t leave those pretty little tits of yours unattended, can we?”
“No,” I groaned.
I already knew the drill. He would draw this out, wring out every bit of emotion, every hot sinful sensation that he could from me, not relenting, until I came all over myself. And there wasn’t a damn thing I could do about it.
“Cup them.”
“What?” I asked, my mind spinning, body taut, ready.
“Cup those pretty tits while you ride the beads.”
I gingerly cupped my breast as I continued to undulate my body, grinding against the beads now deeply centered between my slit.
“No, that’s not good enough.”
“Wha—what do you mean?” I groaned. The sensation of the beads rocking against my clit was unbearable in its pleasure as I lightly toyed with my breasts.
“Harder. Pinch them, roll those long nipples and pinch them. It’ll feel good, baby. Trust me.” His lava-hot voice issued the demand.
I pinched my nipples, and the slight pain caused a direct zing to my clit that forced me to buck harder, my body now writhing mindlessly. The room was filled with my low moans and the creaking sound of my chair as I bounced my butt and clit against the hard beads and desperately reached for the pinnacle just out of reach.
“God, I can smell you,” he groaned and the hot words sent me that much closer to the edge. “Keep playing with those pretty nipples, pull them, tug on them.”
“Oh God, I need to come, I need to come so badly,” I cried harshly, no longer caring if anyone came by the booth and witnessed what I was doing to myself, what I was allowing someone else to do to me.
“Shh, baby, it’s okay. I’m going to take care of you.” Again his voice calmed my spirit, soothed me. “Slip one of your fingers inside the edge of your panties, and rub your clit. Play with it, roll your fingers around it.”
Immediately I did as he said. I tugged on the blood-filled turgid tip of my clit, pinching it, and rolled it between my fingers until a sob tore from me. Dear God, it wasn’t enough. I needed something, something to quell this fire raging inside of me.
“You belong to me, your body is mine to pleasure. Say it.” His harsh demand pierced my brain, despite the fire raging inside. I refused to give him that and it hurt so badly not to, to force myself not to give over completely.
“No.” I denied him, refusing to give him that last bit of control over me even as I played with my clitoris and tugged on my nipples, all because he told me to, all because it felt so sinfully good.
“Say it! If you want relief, say it!”
“No!” I cried out, the truth of his words raining down on my head like a warm shower.
But my body belonged to him. I knew it and so did he.
It belonged to him this night. It belonged to him this week…and heaven help me, it had belonged to him for most of my life. I belonged to him.
I felt tears slip down my face, as I continued to thrust my hips and grind against my fingers.
Unable to hold back any longer, I felt the orgasm slam into me. My body bowed down, overwhelmed as sensation upon sensation flooded me. My head ached and I was no longer in control as I screamed my release.
When the trembles left my body and a semblance of normalcy returned, I glanced up, and weakly leaned back against the cool leather seat.
Naked and exposed, my skirt hiked up, blouse draped open, and fingers buried deep inside my vagina, I met the familiar blue-eyed gaze of the one man I thought I’d never see again.
My husband.
“Come back to me.”
Part II
Mack closed the door and locked it behind him, the sound of the bolt turning unnaturally loud to my overly piqued senses as I waited, my heart caught in my throat, for him to reach me. I closed my legs and tugged my blouse shut, suddenly embarrassed to be found half-naked, even though he was the cause.
My hungry gaze roamed his body. I hadn’t seen him in over ten years, yet it was though not one day had passed.
He was dressed elegantly, his loosely fitted trousers and casual shirt draping his long, hard frame to perfection, his large feet encased in dark, Italian-styled loafers. So well turned out, so different than what I last remembered.
But it was him.
No finely tailored clothes or handmade shoes could disguise his raw masculinity.
I nestled my flushed and heated back further against the cool leather seat and desperately kept my face blank to keep the wild emotions crashing over me from showing in my expression, trying to keep it all together.
I wanted to either run to his arms or go screaming and crying in the other direction as far away from him as possible, to put as much distance between us as I possibly could.
My gaze returned to his face and I recognized the determined expression in his hauntingly familiar gaze. Dark slashing eyebrows were set above bright blue, deep-set eyes that were surrounded by lashes so thick they seemed unreal.
His aquiline nose was saved from model perfection with the addition of a small bump in the middle, one he’d gotten in high school playing football. Chiseled cheeks, a well-defined, determined squared chin, and a hard yet sensual wide mouth completed the picture of utter masculine beauty.
As I had been hungrily checking him out, he had been doing the same. “God, you’re beautiful, Sheena,” he groaned.
I knew what he saw; not much had changed with the exception of my hairstyle in ten years. Outwardly at least. I was still average height, with the same dark brown eyes, slightly rounded nose and full cheeks. And a body that still had a tendency toward curves.
I wanted to do what most women did and instantly refute his compliment, but the look in his heated eyes told me he meant every word of what he said.
I ran a self-conscious hand over my short, curly hair and laughed nervously.
“My hair is different, I imagine, than what you expected,” I answered. The last time we’d seen one another, I’d worn my hair long and relaxed, having chemically straightened my natural curls.
“After you…left, I changed. Matured, made my own decisions, even about my hair,” I replied, hinting at those long-ago days when I allowed others to make decisions for me.
“I love it,” he said and the sincerity of the compliment eased the nervous swell in my belly. “Make love with me,” he boldly asked, his deep voice hoarse, his beautiful eyes pleading.
His hand rested at the top of his pants, waiting for me to give my assent.
I didn’t say a word. I couldn’t speak; emotions were crowding in on me, memories…
“Say something, baby.” No longer the forceful stranger who’d made love to me over the phone, no longer the arrogant stranger who forced me to surrender to his demands, he was a man asking a woman to allow him into her arms.
And damned if I could say no. I opened my arms, inviting him to come to me.
With my silent acquiescence, a change immediately came over him. Within moments he’d crossed the short distance separating us, lifted me from the chair and plopped me onto my desk and covered my body.
We clutched and grabbed at one another, buttons popping, shoes kicked off and clothes flying everywhere in our haste to bare our bodies, wanting nothing between us but hotsliding skin.
With a feral growl of need and arousal he pushed between my legs, shoving them high, forcing them wide apart and planted my feet on the desk. I felt the hot knob of his shaft press against the entry to my vagina, waiting for approval before entering. My gaze flew to his, measuring his heavy regard.
“Take me inside of you, baby.”
I expected him to forge ahead, he was so hot with the need to fuck me. I was surprised at his hesitancy.
I held his gaze and reached one hand down and lightly toyed with his twin, silky-skinned spheres, teasing them, rolling them around my hand in delight.
“Oh God, baby,” he laughingly groaned. “This is going to be hard enough without you playing with my balls.”
“Turnabout is fair play, Mack,” I said, reminding him of the way he’d been playing with me over the last week. With one final caress, I allowed his heavy sac to gently fall back against his thighs. I circled the base of his penis and wrapped my hand around its thick circumference. My pussy tightened in response and my heart ached at how much I anticipated feeling all that delicious dick imbedded deep inside me.
“Just take me, baby…ah, yes…just like that,” he said as I guided his rock hard shaft inside my body, the cream from my pussy soaking him even as he pressed inside of me. We both groaned in delight when my pussy instantly latched on and gripped him. I bit my lip to keep myself from crying out when he began to feed me his dick in delicious increments.
He gripped my hips and forced my body to still in order to take all of him in. I was unable to hold back the cry as he fed me the rest of his shaft, the feeling so exquisite, so hard…
“Oh God, Mack…oh God, oh God…” I chanted over and over, my voice shaky.
He stopped, a crease of worry knotting his brow. “Are you okay? Am I hurting you, baby?”
I squirmed around his massive shaft. Yes, there was some pain, but there was no way I was going to allow him to stop.
“It’s been awhile for me,” I admitted. “But it’s good, Mack, it’s good, baby. Now, do me.”
He didn’t wait for me to change my mind. He drove his shaft home, so far inside of me I felt the tip brush against my womb.
“Wrap your legs around me,” he directed.
I clasped my legs around his narrow waist and grabbed onto his thick forearms with my fingers, digging into his flesh as he stretched me wide, and began to move.
And oh God, when the man moved…he moved.
He held on to my hips and leaned down on top of me, pinning me beneath his powerful body and he fucked me hard. He jostled my body, the hardness of his flesh competing with the unyielding wood of my desk.
“I missed this tight cunt, so hot and juicy, fitting my dick just right.” He breathed the scorching, coarse words against my neck.
“God, Mack, I missed this too!” I whimpered, loving the hot nasty words, loving the way he made me feel as he drove inside my creaming heat, working me in a way that only he could, in a way I’d not had in over ten years.
He leveled himself away from me, lifted my leg and dug into me again, knifing me in hot easy glides, moving my body the way he wanted, positioning us to achieve mutual satisfaction. On and on he thrust inside of me, hammering into me; nothing was heard but our heavy breathing and the wet sound of bodies slapping, harsh groans and sighs of pleasure.
When he ran one hand down my trembling thighs and captured my clit between his thumb and forefinger, pinching the turgid tip, I blew out a harsh strangled breath. My head tossed back and forth on the desk. I slid myself closer to him and gasped when he rotated his hips, corkscrewing his dick inside of me, and jammed into my body.
I began to move, I had to, with all that hard, pounding, overwhelming dick rutting inside of me; if I didn’t, I would have lost my mind.
“No…don’t move yet…you feel so good on my dick. If you move, this will be over with, before we both want it to be,” he laughed huskily.
“Please, Mack, I need to move, I can’t take it—”
“You can,” he said and covered my mouth with his, shoving his tongue deep into the recesses of my mouth, effectively shutting me up.
His strokes were slow, deliberate and forced me to take all of him, not sacrificing one scorching inch as he fucked me.
“You feel so good wrapped around me like this, so wet and good,” he murmured, releasing my mouth. “Do you like the way I feel, Sheena? Did you miss this from me, baby?”
“Yesss!” I panted. “Yes, Mack, yes I missed this.” I cried out harshly when he reached a hand between us and spread the lips of my vagina wide, around his straining dick, and spread my own lubricant up and over my clit.
The hot strokes of his rod, the sweet massage of his hand, sent me over the edge in minutes, and I cried out as he continued to plunge into my body, loving me in a way I hadn’t been loved in years.
My orgasm triggered his and within minutes he was joining me in the release. He shouted hoarsely, reared his big body away from mine, and pulled out at the last minute.
I felt the hot stream of his seed jet free and land in a scorching river on my belly, before he collapsed on top of me.
“Come back to me,” he repeated in a hoarse whisper against the side of my neck. “I should have never let you go.”
Part III
My orgasm left me so spent, so filled I was barely able to lift my head from the desk, but his words sent a rush of adrenalin coursing through me.
“God, Mack, I can’t go through this again…not again,” I whispered, my voice strangled even to my own ears. I swallowed deep and felt him take a deep breath in response.
I pushed against Mack’s chest, silently asking him to move. The instant the cool air from the overhead vent hit my bared body, I wrapped my arms around myself and shivered.
“Come here, you’re cold,” he murmured. He gathered my resistant body into the shelter of his arms and lifted me, carrying me to my leather chair and sat down. I lay my head back down on his chest, listening to the reassuring, steady thump of his heartbeat against my ear.
“Sheena, baby…you’re not going to have to go through anything else with me. I’m a changed man—I’m not the same guy you married ten years ago. We were so young, damn baby, we were kids! I didn’t know anything about being a man, much less a husband…or father,” he said, forcing my body closer into the warm hard muscles of his chest.
The admission tore into me. I wished we could have avoided all mention of the baby, and for him to bring it up now, after the extreme eroticism of our lovemaking had left me shaken, my body not yet recovered from what he’d done to me…my emotions were all over the place.
I felt like raw meat, exposed and completely undone.
“Don’t—please don’t go there. I can’t—” I wrenched myself away from the warmth of his embrace, knowing that if I stayed there much longer, I wouldn’t be able to do what I needed to do. And what I needed to do was end this now, before it went any further.
“Fuck, yes! Yes, we are going there. Not going there is part of the reason we couldn’t make it in the first damn place, Sheena. Not going there is the reason you left me, didn’t help me…”
I spun around so hard, my head almost separated from my shoulders. “Shit, I didn’t help you, Mack? Are you serious? God! Please don’t tell me you’re serious!” With angry precise movements, I picked up my blouse and shoved my arms through the sleeves, tears blinding my eyes.
He leapt up from where he was sitting and grabbed me, pulling my face close to his, forcing my head to snap up and look him in the eyes. “Yes, I know, I was scum, I wasn’t there for you. You’ve told me that a million times, and if you weren’t telling me, it was either your mama or your grandmother letting me know what a complete failure I was. That you would be better off without me.”
“Wha…what are you talking about? What do my mother and grandmother have to do with this? Mack? Mack!” He turned and walked away, leaving my arms to dangle at my sides.
He glanced back over at me.
“Yeah, sex has always been a good thing between us, Sheena. But it wasn’t the only good thing. No matter what your family thought, I have always loved you. I probably always will.” My heart wept at his words.
There was a wealth of silence before I spoke, and my heart ached at emotion crossing his suddenly gaunt-looking face.
“Mack…I didn’t know. What happened?”
He turned away from me and walked toward the window, staring out at the sound booth.
“After we lost the baby—” His voice cracked. He stopped and cleared his throat before he continued. “After we lost the baby, I was lost, Sheena…just like you. But I knew I had to be strong for you, for us. You completely withdrew from me, you couldn’t even look at me,” he said, and he was right.
I remembered how hard it was for me to look at him, seeing his bright blue eyes, wondering if the baby would have inherited them or my brown eyes, if he or she would have had his stubborn chin, his loving nature…
“You couldn’t stand to even look at me,” he repeated, turning to face me and I knew he saw the truth of what he said reflected in my face.
“I couldn’t. I was in such a dark place that I—”
“I know.”
He slowly walked toward me and I reached for him. We clutched one another, no words needed.
“You know your family never did like me, always thought I was bad news for you, didn’t like us together. Your grandmother never wanted you with that �poor white boy.’” He laughed with no real humor.
“Grandma is old school, Mack. Her generation saw things differently. Besides, she never thought anyone was good enough for me. It wouldn’t have mattered if you’d been the darkest brother on the planet, nobody would have been good enough,” I said and Mack snorted.
I felt his hand caress the top of my hair, smoothing over my short curls.
“A month after you miscarried, your grandmother came to visit me at the shop one afternoon,” he began, referring to the garage he’d worked at full-time at night as he’d attended college during the day.
“Yes…” I encouraged him to continue when he hesitated.
He sighed and guided me back to the chair and sat down, before pulling me down to sit on him. After he’d comfortably arranged us he wrapped his arms around me and inhaled a deep breath.
“She told me you were miserable, that without the baby there was no need for us to stay together, that our marriage had nothing to keep it together,” he continued. “When she made the suggestion for me to leave you alone, that a life as a mechanic’s wife wasn’t something your family wanted for you, that you had too much potential for that, I knew she was right. But you were my wife and I loved you. Yes, we married young because you were pregnant, but that wasn’t the only reason I wanted to marry you, Sheena. I thought we could make it. I thought you felt the same way I did.”
“I did. That’s why it devastated me when you left,” I cried out, the cry wrenched from that place inside of me I kept buried. The pain of him leaving was still raw, unhealed. But if I didn’t tell him now how I felt, we…I…could never heal. I could never move ahead with my life.
“I kept the pain of you leaving me layered deep with self-avowals and mantras I’d learned in graduate school, refusing to give you, or anyone else control over my life, my feelings, my emotions ever again.” I took a deep, steadying breath and forged ahead.
“When you left it took me a long time to get it together, but I did. I took a long hard look at what I wanted in life. I decided it was time for me to take control, and that I wouldn’t allow you, or anyone else, to make me doubt myself or who I was. I wouldn’t get so caught up in someone else that I lost sight of who I was.”
“Sheena—”
“No, I need to say this Mack. None of those mantras did a bit of good. When your heart is wounded and the one person you need to help you heal doesn’t care enough to stick around when you need them the most, it’s a painful lesson.”
“I didn’t want to leave you. I did it because I thought it was what you wanted—”
“Did you bother to ask me? Or did you just go along with what my family wanted, go by what they were telling you?” I demanded and struggled against his hold, pulling away from him and sitting up in his lap.
“No, damn it, I didn’t! And even had I, what would you have done? What would have been your response? Could you have gotten past the pain of the miscarriage to accept me, to fight for me?” Mack was just as affected as I was, his chest heaving, the look in his eyes angry and accusing.
“I—” I stopped.
What would I have done? Would I have accepted him, reached out for him, when he needed me, too? Or had I been so young, filled with so much pain that I wouldn’t have been able to give him the reassuring words he’d needed at the time.
I laid my head back down on his chest. When I felt his fingers stroke my hair I relaxed.
“I don’t know,” I whispered.
For long moments we stayed in that position, my arms loosely holding him, his hands playing in my hair.
“As angry as I was, and as badly as I wanted to keep us together, I think I understand what your grandmother was trying to tell me. I didn’t want to hear it, thought I could give you everything you needed, but what you needed was time. Time to heal without me there, a constant reminder of what might have been with the baby, and time to come into your own.”
“And what about you?”
He laid his head against the top of my hair and I felt him smile. “I needed time too. You’re not the only one who’s grown.”
“Yeah, I noticed,” I quipped, feeling his thick, hard shaft nestled firmly beneath my bottom.
“You always were a smart ass.”
He laughed, and I giggled along with him, breaking up some of the tension.
When our laughter subsided Mack spoke.
“I left town, knew I had to or I wouldn’t be able to resist saying to hell with it, and forcing you to come back around.”
“That wouldn’t have been so bad,” I murmured.
“No, it wouldn’t have,” he agreed huskily, before continuing. “I finished school and went on to graduate school for a degree in computer engineering. I started a small computer company and recently sold it.”
“I always knew you would be successful,” I said and meant it. “Why did you sell? Wasn’t it doing as well as you wanted?”
“Hmm, I think it was going all right, you might have heard of it, Amara technologies?” he asked and I felt him hold his breath.
Tears filled my eyes. I had not only heard of the firm, but had been receiving quarterly stockholders’ reports for the last five years, along with a hefty-sized check. The money had helped me finish school and buy my home. But that wasn’t the only reason for my tears.
“Amara…”
“Yeah, I named it after our baby,”
“Oh God, Mack!” I turned around in his lap and clutched at him, frantically, tears streaming down my face. “But, my grandmother said—”
“I didn’t want you to know it came from me, that it was my company. I told her to tell you she’d invested in a new company and had put shares in your name.”
That explained so much to me. Not only had he given me stock in the company, taken care of me all this time, but dear God, he’d taken care of my family as well.
“I miss you, us. I’ve never stopped loving you, Sheena, never. And I never will.”
His deep blue eyes seemed to darken and I felt my nipples rasp against his hard muscled chest. The soft head of his dew-covered shaft, brushed against my stomach.
“I missed you too, Mack. Baby, I’ve never stopped loving you. The pain of losing you was so much harder than the pain of us being together after we lost the baby. I realized that once I came out of the depression. I want you, Mack…I need you,” I whispered and wrapped my hand around his shaft as I bent my head to meet his kiss.
“Please, baby, don’t say that if you don’t mean it, please,” he pleaded against my lips, his hands roaming over my face, my neck and down my body, frantic.
“I do mean it. I’m not a little girl anymore. I know who I am, I know what I want. And I want my man back.” I slid my hand down and grasped his heavy balls in my fingers. I toyed with them before easing my hand around the base of his rod and with featherlike touches, stroked up the long hard length of him. “What about you, do you want me? For better or for worse?”
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